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FUCK YES
My judge is judging the shit out of me
Under me, behind me, above me and within me
I die in this moment
Turn on the faucet
The deer in the headlights
Down the drain into the earth below
Lost in a dying swirl
No more lying to myself
Havn`t turned the corner
Havn`t won the race
Look at me forgetting what’s written on my face
Shoulder`s a jack hammer
Confronting every rock
Every way I talk back to creation
Tie myself into a knot
Boiling in a beaker
Creation of a mad, mad scientist trying to understand himself
But I`ve been pregnant for a long, long time
Waiting for the deepest pop in my condition
For the biggest burst of gratitude
Would you look at the blood flow
It`s like I`ve admitted my guilt
And the pinball game`s on tilt
All my nos are saying yes to my resistance going blind
Hanging on for this one last time
Then saying fuck yes!
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